I want to travel the world.
I have wanted to travel the world for as long as I can
possibly remember. When I was a child, I kept a globe next to my bed. I
remember spinning the globe as fast as I could and then dragging my finger
against the slight raises to the surface of each countries landscape until it
came to rest on some foreign location. I would fantasize about what it would be
like to visit these places. How it would smell, taste and feel. When I would
read about these places I would vanish to them, imagining going there and the
incredible adventures that I would have. I could see it, in my minds eye.. I
knew that in this life I had to travel... I had to find adventure and
unexpectedness on this amazingly sexy and seductive planet.
There is no doubt in my mind that gypsy blood pumps through my veins, I guess I have always know that it was there, lurking just below the surface. At times buried deeply so as to not distract me from what a thought I ‘should’ be doing at any given time. Endlessly telling myself that you need money, the right circumstances, extra luck…whatever… before I could even begin to think about indulging my inner gypsy.
My gypsy blood whispers to me in those sweet silent, still,
moments right before sleep wins, and in the twilight of the morning as the
sleep fades from my mind. It whispers when I am most vulnerable. It calls to me
to remind me that it is there in the most true and authentic parts of my heart
and soul, in the cells of my being. It is as if the Kundalini energy that flows
and pumps through my spine is infected with wanderlust, and the deeper I listen,
the more I connect, the more awakened to it I become. I know now that I need to find out its power
over me – I must embrace it – I must dance with this beautiful devil in the
pale moonlight.
I am surrendering to my wanderlust. But even deeper than
that, as I have tuned into my wanderlust infection, I have surrendered to the
reality that along with that is the longing that I must share this passion and
adventure with another soul; a soul that wants to run wild with me across this
planet with abandon from any inhibitions that might hold us back.
I have traveled and adventured (to some minor extent) with
many beautiful souls so far this lifetime, but not with a twin soul. For I
believe, without a doubt, that wanderlust is best experienced with another soul
that holds a similar fire within. A burning that will force both souls to
really reach beyond the comfort of the known into the deeply intense unknown.
When two fires meet, an inferno, a firestorm is created. It
is all engulfing. When this happens, we come alive with so much energy
everything changes. All the senses are heightened and become bionically hyper
aware. When like souls find each other, time ceases to have relevance. Everyone
and everything else, simply falls away. Where every touch is, well… its just
simply electric.
That is the soul I want to make love to the world with. I
want to taste the sunrise against our lips after a long night of fun, I want to
feel the sunset drift away from our warm skin after a long and lazy day of
exploring. I want to slip my tired body into the waters of the world with you after
we have hiked to places only seen by few.
I want to sit in the fire with my twin soul as we eat scary
foreign food gallivanting all over this big green and blue rock. I long to lie in a field at the top of a
mountain under the light of the moon and stars, nuzzled blissfully. I want to
make love to the world in all that we will see and do together.
When like recognizes like, it brings out the very best that
each soul has to offer in the most organic way. The fire burns away everything
that just simply doesn’t matter and helps to allow us to be our most authentic
selves and open to it all – the good, the bad, the ugly and the just plane
messy and yet, to be at complete ease, together.
What I used to see as reasons to keep me from travel seem now
to be wildly insignificant and easily overcame. What used to seem unattainable
now seems right within my reach, just a little bit further to go. I want to
make love to this world in such a way that not only do I, we, burn a mark into
the sands of time – but that it also leaves its mark on us, forever adding to
the awesomeness of this adventure called life. To live so completely that I
will eventually slide into my last days of consciousness with a thoroughly used
up body and full and blissful heart.
What better way to travel through this life and across this amazing
and sexy planet, than with a twin soul? So I ask you… will you travel with me
so that we might make love to the world?
(c) 2015 Jen Marcussen
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